Being pregnant is taking a lot of energy - chasing doctors, sleeping. I'm not sure how much will be left for lawyers and it makes me feel - really guilty, like I'm neglecting Emily for this new thing. Carl says life is for the living, and was never that keen on suing anyway. But I don't know. We need to decide pretty quick now.

I was nauseous this morning and it seemed impossible to get up, but now I don't feel especially preggers, except my breasts. They hurt a lot.

By the end of the day, 5 people called me yesterday with referrals to doctors of one kind or another. I felt both smothered and supported.